Thank You For Being The Same

正当想靠近你，你的反应突然之间呈现了一种强烈的抗拒,
才知道有个她一直在你心里，我无能为力只能让你离去.

I can't find a word to speak ... ...
My heart had really been so sick right now.
Something's wrong with the thingamajig!

Getting entangled with love ever again?
Actually, it's more of a love-hate thing.
Alas, I never had such a bad feeling before.
Maybe this seems to be my first time.
I feel like just being threatened after seeing
such a "good news" from you...

My heart beats non-stop.
I don't understand why.
U have no change.

CNY & Happy V-Day !

Will be leaving M'sia soon. Yoo~ fly up high!
CNY has finally come and I smell MONEY $$
GONG XI FA CAI
wish everyone has a pink of health n happy always! =)
Let's talk about today ..
almost 50++ people came! Sadly none of them give me ang-pau!
Sob :( ya.Cuz they're all teenagers
and I dunno where are they from
Clueless of who they are...
mostly ALL-GUYS and they are freaking handsome.
The first thing came out from my mind was KAREN !!
My lovely friend! She will be glad if she's there!

LOLxx

Guess wat the biggest problem was!
Other people keep staying there making me feel like phew off!!
I mean they were so rude..( come on la ) AUNTY!
It's pretty annoyed!
It's not nice to get angry
and I don't want to show my displeasure.
Kinda busy a bit cuz i haven't finish packing my luggage bag.
Mum is calling me to sleep...huh?? so early
U know wat time is it now??
Usually I sleep at 2am
wakakax
Ooh! v are going to airport at 3am haha thats why
Ciao~

as time is not enough ... just post a few :P

TO YOU FROM ME
I'm hoping you'll read this paragraph as it relates to you and me.
I'm one of those people who find it hard to say " I love you."
I guess I always assume you know it,
and that I don't need to say it.
I also don't want to sound awkward or be embarrassed,
so I tend to avoid telling you how I really feel.
The truth is that I love you so much,
and feel very lucky to have you in my life.
Maybe this little announcement is unexpected.
Perhaps you're surprised...
Now that I've told you this way,
I just wanted you to know.
It takes courage.
* P.S : Words are no substitute for action.

A BLUE MONDAY

it has been long time i've never touch a thing for my blog
im now re-blogging since wat i have now is TIME
lolxx
new year new life
new day new student
watever also seems to be new to me
a better of myself
i hope so ...
im a bit of depressing juz now
dunno why i suddenly EMO ==
During modern maths
i ask Karen : wanna go tuition for add maths ??
zha dao!!
she keep askin me my tuition centre got leng zaii or not
i wonder why would she asked this
this is not her type
( LOVE IS FRAGILE )
she said this to me before in phone
and she answered
"我给鬼上身"
luckily i din't pengsan
hahas she's cute sometimes


okay
today can be counted as a blue monday
as normal
many homeworks
wat i can tell is that tis is
the second day i on-9 for year 2010
gonna miss u guys
n ya
i knew it
my (老友)
juz told me tis for quite long time
i thik about a weeks ago
our conversation started like that
we chit-chat many stuff
thn i told her i eat in class
means curi makan
juz then she said i've becoming a bad girl
feel like so....
but then i've explain my reasons to her
i think u guys also wanna know wats my reason
to make me eat in class
tis is it :
i got my librarian duty on that day
and i cant stand the emptiness of my stomach
wat i did was juz really small deal
not anything oso la
i think she's being exaggerate and now...
tis really make me feel so exasperate..
so now i wanna ask
am i wrong ?


okay now back to the usual ones
today during history lessons on
the Roh told the whole science students
that we are going to SUFFER
wat a bad thing !!
real damn !
she make us feel like an idiot
anyway
she's also one-of-a-kind
can say is "sweet"
hey
listen here
wat she said sumtimes really been so true for me
n she experinces the same wf me too
i totally stress up in form 4
summore go for bio tuition
last night i cant sleep well
why?? u may ask...
i dream about bio crap!!
all the words like
cytostome n lysosome
was in my mind
they are in my dreams
n now
the bio Mr. Freddy said that amoeba n paramecium
cannot be called as bacteria
they are called as PROtozoa
sigh.....
wat the hell
many more stuff to cakap la now
i lazy to type
tommorrow
will be trial road run
i hope i can really run
but not playing a foul
as u know
i used to be un-serious when comes to sports...
biasa dah...


nw its raining...
下雨天

if u guys are bored or feel lonely or watever
let me juz recommend u a real nice song

(Colio - see you when you get there)

this song will cheers u up

byebye ~~!

2009 FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

OMG....
this year all classes are RESHUFFLE~~~~~
there are 3 new students ...
hopefully this year is the best year & i hope i can be better of myself
and i really very appreciated to god
bcuz my english teacher is still the same as last year
yeah!!!
but i totally dissatisfied with xx teacher
she is a malay teacher
not to say tht im a racist but
is just tht i dislike her attitude
everytime she just help those malay students n didn't care about other students
i fill like she's unfare to those non-muslims students

CHURCH with koreanSz

LOLxx =)
today seems to be quite fun n energetic too
the word -
" in full swing "
or maybe
" full of life "
can be discribe all
now u may ask me why....
no more humdrum moments for me
hahas
i meet all koreans there
n i get shocked after seeing Nam & Kang
there are also many leng luii there
n i dont think there got any leng zaii
cuz all there are juz kids faces around...
they seems to be putting their heart and soul to it
but for me i juz don't see the light
all the korean languages spinning in my brain ..
sadly
non of those words enter my mind
luckily
know wat
they hav special kind of head-phone stuff for us to wear....
but too...
the translator voice was a bit blurr n diff.
thn i juz pretend to be (listening)
its fun la......
okay
at the very last moments
me n my kaii muii ( Shi Lin ) get pleased ....
we sang many songs
but mostly in korean
later
will be lunch for us
they provide food for all of us
its all in hand-made
n the food was really nice man
its breads
the NICE - KIND of breads ...
i've never ate it before
love the taste so much
after having lunch with them
.
.
.
.
.
i think they are curious about me n my kaii muii
cuz we are the only two non-korean
as we are too supportive to join them as one of the member
hahas
then all of them
girls n boys also approach us and say hi ~ annyong!
at this very moment ...
i've make many friends
we exchange phone numbers and also email-add.
then we chit-chat for some times
and then
we've got present from them too
its a clock...
haha
mine was yellow
n Shi lin's was blue
during picture time
we ofcos took lots of happy moment photos
the crazy one
the formal one
n the bizarre one
much more to say...
but i juz skip them
then we went back home at 5 sharp
when i reach home
shi lin tell me that today is her bro birthday
n they are having small party at home
YOOHOO!!
quickly go tell my mum n get the green light from her
this is really sick when i find no-stuff for him
juz like im in deep waters
feel really fuss man
then i go tell my mum about tis matter
mum juz say take tis
n yeah finally got RM50 for him as his birthday present
haha
he of cos will be glad too
he's so young yet hav RM50
he said he wanna buy some dota n CS ...
those crap comp. game stuff la i think
haha
thn shi lin knew about tht
n she oso feel so lucky for him....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~!
then her mum bring the cake out
its hand - made too
its carrot cake n really tasty
n guess wat
its orange in colour - my favourite ones
then we eat fruits
her mum wanna promote her own sauce
hahas
she said that
meiyen eat more fruits wf the sauce
u know ah...没有人会做这样好吃的酱， 只有aunty会做罢了
so eat more ...ok?
then i replied yaya i will
then shi lin say... 谁讲then.....bla bla bla...
more intresting story begin..
they are so cute
then we watch movies, play piano for a while , chit chat n bye bye
good night .....
thats all la....
THE END
ciao~